hello , 2nd post for today , kinda bored actually .. :/
someone (?) sms me ? LOL ..
anw one msg for today . (:  i got nth better to do to .. hahahah .

I knw , i am nt good enough . cos , idk how . 
a girl who nv been in love before , who knws ? 
a small prob became a big one .. wat's this ? 
Im nt a good listener , i guess . Im nt a perfect girl . I cant be always right , and wrong . 
things r fair sometimes , but nt everytime . I knw, nothing in the world is fair . 
but , nothing in the world is perfect after all . I have alr lost my trust on u . Cant u just be more understanding? 
U r nt me , so u wont understand . Wat if u r me ? Will u be more understanding then before ? 
I wan to be a girl which have less worries n troubles . And life would be perfectly fine .. nt perfectly , but better then before . 
I wish for the past , i wish everything will be fine , i wish i could start all over again and i wish i could have ur trust n the one n only u again ..
i nid u , nid ur trust , nid ur heart , nid ur everything that i have been craving for ! Can i have it ? will u give it to me ? maybe , maybe nt . 
True loves , i have felt before . Thanks . Lies , ok thanks once again . 
Thanks for every single thing that u have given me . I did appreciate it . 
Tears , i had enough alr . so stop wasting my tears . I have alr lost a lot much . 
Trust , nope . nt enough . 
Honesty , duh , no . :x 
nt all is ur fault , some prob is also becos of me . 
i did blame myself for being so dumb . i did blame myself for wat i have done . 
but i just couldnt stop thinking this questions AGAIN  .. 
did u blame urself for wat u have done ? did u really love me or her ? did u seriously forget about her ? did u feel guilty ? did u regret of being tgt with me ?
k , i have alr lost trust to u , so ya , be more understanding boy . 
this msg r just for some else , if u think is u , then so be it . if nt , nvm . 
thats all .

If i like another guy , wat will u do ?