They asked me if I kissed you.
I told them yes.
They asked if I regretted it.
I told them no.
They asked me if I regretted falling for you.
I told them no.
They asked me how I could have ever liked you.
I replied:
I don't regret any of my feelings
or things I did with him,
because when I look at him I see something
different than what everyone else can see.
When I'm with him,
I feel a feeling that no one or
being anywhere else can give me.
When I kissed him,
my world around me melted.
When he held me in his arms
and rested his head on mine,
I forgot everything but my world
that was holding me.
Even though all of you may see
something in him that is so horrible,
all I see is all the positive,
and special moments that
he ever shared with me...
The only thing that I regret
is listening to everyone else,
because if I had listened to my heart,
I would still have him by my side.
He would still be just a phone call away.
But now, he's just a phone call away
for someone else...

My friends are always telling
me to move on, to give up.
But why? Why should I?
They don't see you the way that I see you.
They don't look into your eyes and see the world.
Why would they understand?
They can't possibly imagine what
it means to look at your best friend
and see all their hopes and dreams come true.
I wish for once, just once,
they could walk a mile in my shoes.
But they wouldn't need to walk that far,
they would just take one step and suddenly,
they would take back every bit of
'getting over you' advice they had
ever given me and realize you're my life,
you were meant for me,
and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option.

I really think there's a reason that I like him so much.
Like something is telling me not to let him go.
Every time I follow my heart... it leads me to him.
I mean... what other explanation is there.
Why is it that he is all I can think about?
Why is it that no matter how upset I am...
I see him and I can't help but smile?
Why is it that when he smiles at me...
I get that feeling in my stomach?
And even when he'd broken my heart,
and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me...
when he lied to me... and I hated him...
why then did I still feel those same feelings?
Answer me that, and then I'll tell you
why I let him hurt me so much.

I can't make you love me
,want me,or understand me..
All I can do Is hope that someday you will..